That lived inside of you

Oh I never wanted to see it

To believe that it was true

But it harvested

and I knew it would come out

someday

someday

Something I would say

Would make you scream

Make you shout

make the walls cave in

And the door

the door

it looked so far away

when it was me and you

I had no hope

And you had one thing left to say

and you stared

you stared at me

and I didn't believe it

I couldn't believe it

It couldn't be

It couldn't be

And you're looking straight through me

and I feel so exposed

Because there's nothing

nothing you can't see

don't see

don't look

Don't look at me that way

we both knew

what you were about to do that day

When I could see it in your eyes

In your eyes

which weren't your eyes at all

when we were so, so close

so close

that we could never fall

Until we did

Until you did

What you did

What did you do?

No, darling, darling

it wasn't you

It couldn't be

don't be

don't let it be

To be

Be with me

Just with me

And your eyes so bright

You were so far away

Far away

Until that day

Right above me

Looking down

Where you push me to the ground

Because there's nowhere else

for you to throw

Throw me down

Down

That night when no one was around

And they all knew you'd be there

They could have held you back

Stopped you

But the chances weren't fair

They expected something else

A different tragedy that day

And you

You taking me away

But that wasn't it

That's not the way it went

It went

My last reality check spent

So this is love

Love?

But this is what rejection does

Does to you

You did to me

And me

I couldn't see

How could it happen

could it be

Not you

No

You'd always taken care of me

I'd rather die

Then to see

that look

That glint in your eye

You knew

You'd always know

What to do

What to do to stop the flow

Of blood to my veins

In my remains

To crush my bones

Bring me home

Home

Right there

In that room with your hands on my arms

My arms

The only way I could be sure the next morning

That you'd done me any harm

When I woke up on the floor

The floor

And in my dreams

The more I run

The farther away is the door

No one knows

No one can hear me

When I scream

I scream

Because you muffled me

Forever

What you did

Is over never

Never

Never

Though you're gone

Though I'm the only one

Who knew

I knew

Exactly what you'd do

Because that part of you

Of you

Is in me too

That darkness

That darkness

That wouldn't go away

Oh darling

Darling

It's still with me today.