I can't get my mind around this place that I'm in
I'm somewhere between hate
and love
and...forgiveness..
No one is understanding the words that I say
And I'm terrible
terribly far down
from where the world is resting
Just waiting for someone to come and take me away
Just waiting for someone to put me back where I should be
Cause it's so hard when you can't rely
on yourself
or anyone
it's so hard when someone else takes your life in their hands
it's so hard when you are not you sometimes
And I'm sinking lower with every passing day
I guess no one will know what I'm saying if I don't speak
I guess the world will pass me by if I'm silent
I guess this is the way it's meant to be
I guess
I just don't know anymore
So why don't we talk about it over a drink
so why don't we sit down and avoid the things we're avoiding
so why don't you take my hand in yours
and run
Lets get out of here...
You know, there's no rhyme or reason to the things I am saying
You know I can only say the things that I know
You know
This is what the world has given me
So lets break the bars that encage us
lets break the chains on my wrist
lets break down and cry together for a minute
...lets break lose...
If you could hold me a second
It might help
If you show compassion we might get by
If you could understand without me explaining..
The truth is..
we can't fly
we might never get away
I could be stuck here forever
But you..
You are a dream
You are my enigma
You are everything I've ever wanted..ever
But just for a second
just be my friend
just smile at me
just understand
and that's all..
That's all I'll ever need from you
and you can go
and leave me here..
The only place I guess I'll ever be
