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Dear Mom

Mom

There's something that I have to say

Because this isn't gonna go away

And it's time you faced what's true

Mom

What I told you

It's serious

It really did happen

It's not a joke

I'm not laughing

Mom

Do you understand?

I supply

when you demand

That I talk to you

I let you in

Now I know to never do that

Again

Mom

I told you something

That took all the stregnth I had

And you think you have the right

To be mad

It wasn't my fault

I know that now

But it took so long for me

to figure that out

And you putting the blame on me again

Is not helping anything

Mom

It was a heinous crime

And I tried so hard not to believe

But it's true

Mom

This really did happen

to me

Mom

Why are you being this way?

Why won't you listen to a word I say?

Mom

Stop talking for a moment

and listen to someone else for a while

It's not a joke

Did I laugh when I told you?

Did I smile?

Mom

You're killing me

You're making it harder

To go through again

I was a marder

I killed myself

when I told you

Mom

What are you trying to do?

I can hear you right now

In the living room

Playing your piano

And I wonder what you think

now that you know

Mom

Listen to me

Mom

Listen to me please